Today my friend told me that in photography sadness and pain was beautiful (I agree fully with what she said)... And maked me think of these last few days when I couldn't even bear to hear myself talk... Where only questionnings about myself could come to my mind... If indeed I have one... That was some things I thought... Saying them all would take all night... Well: Maybe pictures of me reminding me of my past would be great... Reminding me of what that fuckin psychologist told me... Mister, You have a personnality disorder, you are Borderline... Yay... I didn't mind at first but when you come to see what she told you was true... You can't love someone forever, you're always on change, you won't ever be the same, you can love with all you heart a second then hate with all you knifes for the next second... You don't know how to feel emotions... Sorry m'am... So you're telling me I'm royally fucked (MSI Song)... Well you kinda know now how I feel... Nothing ah ah ah... That friend of mine ish one of my model and I'd like to sincerely thank her for reminding me that... If there'll be a single picture of me there... I won't ever smile... Still that won't change from usual...  Just me thinking of this shit...

What's good from lying to everyone? Nothing, but that smile you'll see on my face will be your happiness reflecting through your eyes... I just don't wanna hurt anyone... I'm not proud of what I am... But if you'd do better, Tell me how...

Sincere Good Bye

Sin